the end of undergraduate student's life...

Yesterday, result final exam kuar...freaking things.. cus i didn't manage to get above 3.75..
my cgpa is only 3.57..but its OK, as long as i was very satisfied for having 118 credits. haha...

I'm just hoping to further study in MSc by research in Organic synthesis or maybe natural product. hurmm....but 'ayah' said, he prefer if i can work by now...its not that i don't want to work...its hard to find a suitable job that suit wif my qualification..my attitude (do i have any attitude problemos??)..haha...but, the very least thing. i tried to apply some works..

tutor, research officer, SPA,...huhu...

i do really want to further study...but don't have any placements..oh, Allah...please help me to solve this matter...

huhu...