at last........ !

It has been ages since the last time I wrote in my blog. Guess what? Alhamdulillah, at last...I've been accepted to be one of the researcher..and Insya'allah will continue my study by the end of this year. Really hope so..

I will start as a Research Assistant in September until Disember before the enrollment for Disember intake and here, I proudly announce Prof Madya Dr. Farediah as my new supervisor!! Here also, I would like to dedicate a sincere thankful to En. Ahmad Nazif Aziz (my former supervisor in University Malaysia Terengganu) for the helping hand because he was the one who introduced me to Dr. Farediah as I was deadly want to further my study in Organic Synthesis. I would never forget him...tehehe..

The only thing right now is.. I don't have the guts, to do synthesis... Once, I was totally lost because the hardness to find a new supervisor for Organic Synthesis, that I was nearly took Natural Product for my Master.

But now, I don't have the confident to further study in this field. This is maybe due to the problems in finding journals as well as the methods for this project.


yup, I need a full courage and the ardent in order to do organic synthesis..


yes, insya'allah, I'll be prepared physically and mentally.. =)

give thanks to allah..by zain bikha

what if your scroll doesn't mean anything??

huhu...I'm not blogging since about a month?is it?
tehehe...


I'm not writing to comment about my life rite now for not getting any jobs outside there. it's very hard to find a suitable jobs with our qualifications nowadays. furthermore, my plan to further study seem nothing better than last month. nobody answered my mail to be my supervisor for doing research in organic synthesis, or at least organic in natural product...urgh..i wonder why He gave me this type of test..tehehe..am i able to defeat this hardness?

most of my friends had already further study in their own field or work as chemist in private premises. sometimes, i felt regret for taking JPA's scholarship...if not, by this time, I've been working as a chemist too in private sector. huhuuhuuu....no..masya'allah..(i should not said harsh thing like this)..every little things that happen in our daily life has the reason which we said as ada hikmah disebaliknya...

"Allah tidak akan membebani hambanya dengan ujian yang tidak dapat ditanggung oleh hambanyaa itu"

yup..so, insya'allah, i will always be strong in anything that i do..and i believe that one day, i still have a bright future..i just have to try harder!

~i love the spirit of self motivational~